I had my first real dream about Kirsten on May 8th,
the night before Mother’s Day, a Mother’s Day gift. I say “real dream” because
it was the first one in which she spoke to me and wasn’t just seen from a
distance. From ancient times, people have believed that dreams are meaningful. In the
Bible, messages from God were often revealed in dreams, and well-known
psychologists, Freud and Jung, among others, believed that dreams are a hidden
window into the subconscious. I'm not sure which I believe, but I do find them interesting.
Kirsten, Kenny and I
were at a public pool, in the evening, for some kind of social gathering. I was
sitting on a pool chair near the pool eating something when Kirsten called out
to me from my right, further down the poolside. She said, “Mom, come over here
when you get done with that.” I didn’t finish what I was eating, but got up
immediately and went to her. We both had white towels wrapped around us from
our armpits to our knees. I fell into step a couple of steps behind her,
following her towards a six foot wide part of the pool which jutted out from
the main pool, on our left, across the pool deck in front of us at a right angle to the rest of the
pool. She walked down the sloped entrance into the water and I followed, the
water gradually becoming deeper, deeper than I had anticipated. The water came
up to my armpits and I was a bit concerned when the towel I was wearing rose up
around me. I was vaguely aware of
another presence, a male figure of some authority such as a guard or police
officer, watching us from about 50 feet
to our right whom I couldn’t quite see because it was dark. As soon as we got
to the deepest part, we started up the other side, coming out together, walking
side-by-side, Kirsten on my left. Kirsten asked for help with a dilemma saying,
“Dad wants me to take off the ring
Jessica gave me and he wants me to start wearing the ring that he/you guys gave me. He
says I’ve got a really pretty ring there and I should be wearing it.” Just as I
started to tell Kirsten to follow her heart and do whatever she wanted about
the ring, I woke up.
The first thing that struck me about this dream was that I
was behind her until we got to the other side of the water and then I was next to her. It felt like some sort of metamorphosis and it felt sort of religious. We were walking through water,
wading through it with some difficulty, and came out on the other side
together. When I awoke it seemed as if there was some kind of meaning to this, as if it were
a message. So I did what I usually do, I looked it up.
I found that wading through water is sometimes thought to
represent hardship. Water is also a symbol for life itself and the word of God.
Water is used symbolically in baptism, a purification rite, as spiritual
cleansing and entry into Christianity. In ancient times, there were walk-in
pools of holy water outside the temples that priests were required to immerse
in before entering. And what about this authoritarian male presence watching us
from afar? Is my subconscious actually bringing God into my dreams? I’m not
even very religious.
Next, I thought about the ring. I remembered that rings are
used in marriage ceremonies for a reason, that a ring symbolizes eternity
because it is a never-ending circle and it also symbolizes unity. In the dream,
Kirsten couldn’t decide which ring to wear. Was it symbolic of her breaking the bond with family, moving on, and asking my blessing?
And finally, I thought about how in the dream, as in life,
Kirsten came to me with a dilemma to ask for my advice. In
the dream I was just about to tell her it was okay to follow her own heart, but didn't get a chance to.
Are dreams merely the subconscious at work while we sleep, or are they actually spiritual messages? What do you think? Whichever one it is, I hope to be reunited with Kirsten again soon in my dreams.
Are dreams merely the subconscious at work while we sleep, or are they actually spiritual messages? What do you think? Whichever one it is, I hope to be reunited with Kirsten again soon in my dreams.
~A
dream which is not interpreted is like a letter which is not read. ~The Talmud
~That
which the dream shows is the shadow of such wisdom as exists in man, even if
during his waking state he may know nothing about it.... We do not know it
because we are fooling away our time with outward and perishing things, and are
asleep in regard to that which is real within ourself. ~Paracelsus,
quoted in The Dream Game
What I think and what I hope you have more dreams like this. I believe in dreams and them coming true. I had a dream once , My grandfater who died came to me with my grandmother on his side. I introduced myself to her and then started telling her about all the grandchildren she had and haven’t met yet. The funny thing about this whole thing I haven’t met them either. We were a very large family and some weren’t born yet. A week later I couldn’t stop thinking about the cousins faces and names , I talked with my mom and she confirmed in fact I did have cousins with those names. The feeling thirty years later still feels so good, it’s like I really know I’m going to see and talk with them again one day. Virginia Horvath. T.o.y. *thinking of you"
ReplyDeleteWow, that's incredible, V! That must have made you feel good. I hope I have one like that. Thanks for posting a comment.
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